shadowfrog's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Document 2 I feel so stupid. I thought I could make a difference in the world, but that’s stupid; The only people who make a difference are the rich, beautiful and smart. Kudos if you’re all three. I’m none of the above. I am going to live my life waiting tables at some family restaurant and living in an apartment somewhere. I won’t make it into college cuz I’m nearly failing all my classes and I don’t do my homework wisely. What’s the point in trying to make a difference when you know you won’t? What’s the point in trying to make your face beautiful with expensive makeup products if no one notices? What’s the point in living if you know you’re not going to make anything of your life? Let me predict my life. I will graduate from high school with a mix of Bs and Cs. I will get a job in some store and eek out a living for the rest of my life. I doubt I will get married. There. What did you think I was going to write? I hope no one I know personally will read this. They will attempt to make me feel better. “I think you’re beautiful!” “You can make a difference!” You don’t have to lie to me. I’m not a first grader. What I really don’t like about adults is their always trying to change the path you’re trying to walk on. “For the better.” Shouldn’t people find the ways of life by themselves? Does that lead to bad lives? I hope I live through the next week. 12:40 p.m. - 2006-11-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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